I'm fine! No, really, I'm fine!
via GIPHY No, really, I'm fiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiine. Hi, it's me. I'm okay. I'm not glad to be returning to the US. Or to be losing out on SO MUCH MONEY. Or that my cancer is back. I'm REALLY not glad about that. But...I'm okay. I've stopped crying every day - I'm down to every 2 or 3 days! Progress! I've started digging into some old music I used to listen to - Meshell Ndegeocello, Linkin Park, Matchbox 20, Jason Mraz. It's been fun. I've gotten almost everything packed - just need to do laundry the morning of my flight, and I'll get those few bits packed. I had to buy another suitcase for the odd bits I decided to bring back. (My company is going to reimburse me for the extra baggage fees - they're SO awesome!) I land Monday night, I have doctor's appointments on Tuesday and Friday, and I start chemo on Monday the 15th. They are NOT playing around. They're trying new meds, including immunotherapy. Let's ...