The end...and a new beginning....

The sad part is over...but it's a new beginning!!!

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 Well, guys, it's all over. Sort of.

My PET scan came back clear...but I do have to do surveillance scans every few months for the next few years.

This type of cancer has a very high recurrence rate, and a heartbreakingly low 5-year survival rate (about 18% for the stage I was at). So I will have to keep checking up on it for the rest of my life.

But no matter what...

I still have hope.

I still have joy.

I still have few, if any, regrets in my life.

And I'm STILL GOING TO BRUNEI!!!!!


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Yes, the doc has given me the full ok to go!

I have my ticket, leaving on April 2nd, and I'm in the process of going through my things to decide what to take, what to store, what to give away and what to throw away. Basically, the same thing I do every time I move to a new country.

I am absolutely THRILLED! I can't even tell you how happy I am.

I probably won't continue this blog, but there's a decent chance I'll start a new one once I get over to Brunei. If I do, I'll post the link here and on Facebook.

Thank you all so, so, so very much for going through this journey with me. Your support means more than I can possibly say. I have, in all seriousness, been incredibly fortunate in all of this. Yeah, cancer sucks, fuck cancer, but you guys have made it so much easier.

Thank you.



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