Everybody Hurts (Sometimes)

In case you were wondering, the ribbon color for bile duct cancer is kelly green. I hate green.

Whenever I thought of how I'd die, I always assumed it would be from complications from diabetes, or high blood pressure, or some crazy accident. I knew both of these conditions ran in my family, so it seemed pretty natural that one of them would do me in. 

As far as an accident, well I do travel a lot so why not?

As I've gotten older, however, I'm learning how many people in my family have had cancer. An aunt with breast cancer. Another aunt with brain cancer. Thyroid cancer. Colon cancer. Ovarian cancer.

Apparently, my family is riddled with cancers. 

What the fuck.

Not that I could have done anything differently, but fuck.

The most irritating part is, I'll have this hanging over my head for the rest of my life. Once you have cancer, you always have it, even if you go into remission. You always know it's possible. You always know it's lurking.

It's always. Fucking. There.

At least I know how I'll probably die now. There's that.


It's actually not that bad.


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